A New Groove

There have been a lot of changes that have happened in the past two or three weeks. We've moved a third of the way across the country. We have had a whole new house to set up. It's been a lot for me to take in and process and there have been times that I have found the process to be difficult, to say the least.

Now, though, things are settling back into a routine that is at least partially familiar. Master has started back to work and so have I, in a job that I know and am comfortable with. There are some differences but they are really minor and I should be able to get used to things in a very short period of time.

Most of the rituals that Master and I had in place were also relaxed for the trip out here. Now, though, it seems as though we are getting back to those as well. I don't mind that we didn't keep them up. I understand why we didn't. It's hard when you are traveling with a kidlet and sharing a hotel room for kneeling and foot-kissing not to be noticed. Now, though, I'm glad that Master wants me to do that again.

Another thing that I had a really hard time with was making decisions about where stuff would go in the house. I found myself bouncing back and forth between deciding and then worrying that I had overstepped my place. I mean, what if Master didn't like where I wanted to put something? It was hard going from making 0 decisions to making about 95% of them. Most of that is all over with now, though, so that should take a load off my mind.

I love Master and want this move to have been a good thing for the family. I don't want my issues and problems to get in the way of that and have been trying really hard to measure up. I won't weigh in on whether I have been successful or not, it's not my place to. Only Master can really tell that.