One thing that I am working on is getting in shape. Ideally, I would like to lose weight and tone up. Its something that I have wanted to do for a while. I have gained weight for a number of reasons: some medications I used to take, bearing children, having a less than active lifestyle. I am very fortunate in that Master likes the way I look.
For the most part, I am very positive about my body. I love the way I can move it. I love how strong I am. I am not someone who needs to keep clothes on during sex or can only have sex with the lights out. I love that I can get Master hard again and again and again and that part of what he finds sexy about me is the grey matter between my ears.
That's not to say that I wouldn't love to lose some weight. I know that I likely don't need to lose as much weight as I seem to think I do. I recently showed Master a picture that I found online. It's pretty much how I see my body. I asked him if I looked like the picture and apparently I am slimmer than the individual in the picture. I explained that this is how I see myself. There's a bit of a disconnect there, apparently.
I figured that now I'm forty, it's time to get serious about health and my weight. I'm starting to exercise more and trying to make changes in my diet. I know that it's a long process and I am hoping to stick with it this time. I have a number of reasons for doing this, some of which are better than others. I want to make sure I look as good as possible for as long as possible and I also want to feel better about myself.
Master is great, he's good about keeping me accountable and motivating me to work hard. He also gets a kick out of me wheezing and plodding along whenever we go for a run. I love that he is also willing to change his diet so that he supports me with what I am trying to do.
Here's hoping that I get where I want to be.
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