Fun Times

Tonight, Master and I played. The kidlets were both out of the house so it was a wonderful opportunity to fine tune my behavior. Master felt that I had been less respectful than he wanted me to be and a bit more forgetful than he was comfortable with. So, it was a good time to help me remember my role in our relationship.

We've been talking about ramping up the intensity of our play. It's been happening in a very gradual way as we both relax more into the physical discipline side of the dynamic. It's been good to take it slowly. I think that if we had simply started hard play right away it wouldn't have felt emotionally comfortable for either one of us.

Sometimes when we play there is a bit of lead up. There was very little lead up this time. I simply walked in the bedroom to find Master waiting for me. He told me to undress and I did so. When I asked if I should take off my glasses he told me he thought that was a good idea. I will admit I got nervous at that point in a way that I rarely do.

I'm a bit of a masochist and can take a bit of a beating. This is especially true if the beating is administered on my ass or my back. While I did get a bit of a spanking, very little of the hitting took place on my back. This time, Master flipped me over on to my back after hitting my ass and once I was face up, he started slapping me. It was really lovely.

Master also spent some time slapping and squeezing my tits and choking me. These are all things that we have done before but again, it was harder, more intense. I really love the idea of being used for his pleasure without any regard for my own comfort. It  really helps to reinforce my role on a mental and emotional level that is hard to do when dealing with every day life.

I really am grateful that Master takes time to remind me of my place. It gives me a great sense of peace and helps me get through some of the more difficult moments that pop up on a daily basis. The endorphin rush doesn't hurt matters either.